For a show based on the premise of time travel via body snatching, Quantum Leap Season 2 Episode 4 hits us with some hard truths about relationships and the pain of personal growth.
On the HQ side, the delight of seeing Ian in a committed relationship is short-lived when Rachel realizes they haven’t learned to trust her with their work and leaves them again, heartbroken once more.
On the mission side, the traumatic tension between Ben and Addison finally snaps in the wake of riding Neal Russell’s headlong tilt at winning back his ex-wife.
There’s a bitter irony in the fact the leap that brings Ben and Addison together in their love of Neal Russell and his movies is the one to drive them apart.
There are no winners in this scenario. Neither are there any bad guys.
Yes, Ben’s rightfully devastated that Addison moved on.
But also, Addison spent years holding onto hope, waiting for Ben, and once the project was shut down, she deserved a life that wasn’t lost in the quantum accelerator.
Do not tell me how hard it has been for you because I waited. I grieved. And then I buried you along with the life that we were supposed to have together. A life that you left me in, alone.
Addison
Happy to be proven wrong, but I believe this is the first time in history that both partners in a relationship can genuinely claim to be “left behind.”
When Ben entered the quantum accelerator on Quantum Leap Season 1 Episode 1, he left Addison behind, clueless as to why he leaped and fearful he would never return.
From Ben’s perspective, in the blink of an eye in which he leaped into Quantum Leap Season 2 Episode 1, everyone he loved leaped three years ahead, leaving him behind.
It’s an emotional Gordian Knot, too complex to be untangled without cutting vital strands.
Ben: What I needed was for you to wait for me. I jumped through time and space to save you. And you couldn’t wait three years. I would’ve waited forever for you, Addison. I would’ve never stopped looking.
Addison: It is easy to say that you would wait when you are not the one who had to wait. When you are the one who left and not the one that got left behind.
And if there is a higher power controlling Ben’s leaps, he’s smart enough to pay attention to the lessons playing out in front of him.
We loved each other once, but that was years ago. And I am not that woman anymore. And you are not that man no matter how much you wish you could be. It’s time to let go. It’s time to move on. I can’t make your dream come true. You have to find a new dream.
Laura
Chalk it up to his scientifically trained mind being more clinically surgical than her military strategy skills allow her to be, or argue that his hurting heart needs to be the one to leave her once again, but it’s Ben who makes the call to end Addison’s role as his holo-guide.
Granted, she had already posited it as a possibility on Quantum Leap Season 2 Episode 3 when talking with Magic.
Magic: All the agony and loss we went through doesn’t vanish just because Ben’s alive. We still carry all three years of it.
Addison: I, uh, I don’t know how to help him anymore. It’s so strange to look at Ben – my Ben – and not know what to do.
But, strangely enough for her battle-ready self, she couldn’t pull the trigger on that decision.
Could it be that she’s hesitant to truly bury her relationship with Ben?
Or is it that she needs to be the one to bring Ben home, seeing as she’s the reason he leaped in the first place?
Watching Caitlin Bassett play Addison in this complex and conflicted situation; I continue to marvel that this is the actress’s first television role ever.
Seriously.
Meanwhile, Raymond Lee continues multitasking like nobody’s business, hitting emotional notes with heart-stirring resonance while managing the comedic shenanigans in fashionable heels and flair.
Of course, he’s riffing off the energy of Tim Matheson, an IRL legend in television and film, playing Neal Russell, a fictional legend in television and film.
Every day, when you wake up, there is an adventure to be had. Some are fun. Some are scary. And some are flat-out stupid. But, no matter how you slice it, life is meant to be lived.
Neal Russell
It’s getting pretty meta here, folks.
But Matheson exudes the perfect level of Hollywood energy and optimism that Ben needs to fuel his hope.
Neal: Can we at least agree that you can’t marry Michael? I mean, he’s a sidekick at best. He’s not a leading man!
Laura: And what did being a leading man get you? A life of loneliness.
When Neal decides he needs to win Laura back — on the very day of her wedding to Michael, no less — Ben bets everything on the happy ending because if Neal Russell can do it, so can he. Right?
And when it becomes abundantly clear that Neal cannot pull off the fairy tale ending, Ben checks in with reality, too.
The symmetry of Ian’s break-up with Rachel is an incredibly elegant way to lift the cloche on Ian and Jenn’s big secret.
Jenn hints at it on Quantum Leap Season 2 Episode 2, but neither suspected how sour it could turn.
Jenn: So our choices are we let the chip keep hemorrhaging code or we pull the chip and lose Ben forever?
Ian: Yeah, I am kind of hoping that we can come up with a better third option.
Over the missing three years, only Jenn hasn’t hooked up with someone special.
Addison found Tom, Magic’s got his mystery lady, and Ian reconnected with Rachel.
Since Ian has unresolved business with Rachel’s boss, I suspect this isn’t the last we’ll see of Mason Alexander Park’s real-life partner, Alice Kremelberg, on Quantum Leap.
When Ian sought her out on Quantum Leap Season 1 Episode 13, Rachel was an enigmatic figure but clearly someone Ian trusts and values as a touchstone.
I can deal with your savior complex. Some days, it’s even admirable. But I told you I wouldn’t do secrets anymore.
Rachel
Only time will tell how their relationship will survive Ian’s most recent Ian-ism. I sincerely hope to see them together again, as their scenes are unfailingly riveting.
An intriguing theory emerges from Ziggy’s code leaking to Rachel’s boss through the quantum chip.
Could we be witnessing the beginnings of the new Lothos and Evil Leapers?
Because honestly, after Tom’s speech about the sacrifice being the cost of effecting real change, I just can’t see him being the villain of this piece. Can you?
Tom: First, Sam Beckett. Now, Ben Song. In both cases, our assumption was that something went wrong. And if we can fix it, one – or both – of them could come home.
Magic: That is the goal.
Tom: But what if the engine of Quantum Leap is sacrifice? What if sacrifice is the price we have to pay for change? For thirty years, we assumed the technology was broken. But what if it has to be a one-way trip?
Magic: But I don’t think that’ll stop people from leaping. I think some will go even if that’s the cost. There’s something deep down inside of us that strives to do better.
Magic’s already onto Ian and Jenn hiding a secret, so it’s only a matter of time before he learns that the Quantum Leap Project is out in the world.
While he and Tom are dealing with that, there’s also the question of who will replace Addison as Ben’s holo-guide.
If you watch Quantum Leap online, you know that both Jenn and Ian have done some time in the imaging chamber.
Or will it be Magic’s turn with the handset?
And what exactly will Addison do now that she’s been benched?
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